One step, but which way?
Close my eyes and see the path,
open my mind, walk.
#212
One step, but which way?
Close my eyes and see the path,
open my mind, walk.
#212
If our days are numbered
by the times that our heart beats
it seems an awful shame that
so much is spent in sleep,
so much spent cleaning bathrooms,
or washing up the dishes,
too little spent in berry picking
rambles in the ditches.
so little time spent searching
for the rainbow’s end,
for beauty or for wonder,
or for time spent with a friend.
So if our days are numbered
by the times that our heart beats
please let me use each second left
to make it twice as sweet.
#211
Slugs dream of leaves.
Bats dream of bugs.
Bugs dream of sleeping
All snug in a rug.
Birds dream of worms.
Worms dream of loam.
Rabbits dream of carrots
and I dream of home
Foxes dream of mice
Mice dream of cheese.
Deer dream of nibbling
my apple trees.
Cats dream of fish.
Dogs dream of bones.
Horses dream of apples
and I dream of home.
Pigs dream of mud.
Cows dream of barns.
Frogs dream of flies
and kittens dream of yarn.
Fish dream of streams.
Bees dream of combs.
Bears dream of honey
but I dream of home.
Home with my honey
yes I dream of home.
#210
Flash
count to five.
Crash
close my eyes.
Thunder storm’s rolling again.
Flash
count to four.
Crash
can’t ignore
the spider lights arc through my brain.
Flash
count to three
Crash
and I need
to run but I’m rooted in place.
Flash,
count to two
Crash,
look at you
asleep with a smile on your face.
And I’m waiting for one, I’m completely undone
Tears in my eyes and fears the size of a…
Flash,
count to three
Crash,
it recedes
muscles begin to relax
Flash,
count to four
Crash,
sounding more
like it’s doubling back on its tracks.
Flash,
count to five
Crash,
close my eyes
Thunder storm’s rolling again.
#206
I
A wild guess is hope
imbuing reality
with cherished outcomes.
II
Predicting the past,
an educated guess is
just calculations.
III
But every guess hides
elements of hope behind
facades of logic.
#205
Your nails are lovely,
gelled to rainbow perfection
topped with glowing jewels.
My nails are ragged,
stained with the cherry juice that
jelled to perfection.
We all make choices.
You choose salon perfect nails.
I choose cherry jam.
#204
If life can only play out in a preordained progression
and if we’re nothing but a bunch of mobile camera stands
I’d like to take this moment to express my discontentment
to the entity who placed the stupid camera in my hands.
I’d turn my camera inward then I’d see if I can find it;
that preordaining entity that’s averse to taking risks,
the one who closed the off ramps and boarded up the windows,
who thinks life is unfolding fine and nothing here needs fixed.
I’m pretty sure it lives inside ‘cause that’s the only place
my camera cannot see when I hold it to my eye.
I’ll take my metaphysical camera in my very physical hands
and film a pataphysical documentary about why
philosophers waste our time on theories that simply can’t be proved
or disproved either, does the term futility ring a bell?
I am a camera/Am I a camera – the greatest minds cannot decide.
I think the greatest minds should get a job or go to Hell.
#203
Thanks to Jack, again, for the seed of the idea for this poem.
I hereby revoke
time’s untimely yoke
and assert that time travel
is mine to invoke.
If clocks can be set
back or forward, I bet
I could set a calendar
without much regret.
And the time that I choose
would be mine to reuse
or rethink, or relive,
to gain or to lose.
A million years will go by
past the day that I die
and I’ll meet myself travelling
and ask for the time.
#201
Well, I’m thinking it looks a lot tidier in here now.
Maybe
You sound doubtful. Look around, the decks have been pretty much
cleared and everything is squared away.
This is a brain, not a battleship.
Same difference.
Have you looked in there?
The closet?
Oh, come on, don’t tell me you’re going to fall for the old “I cleaned my room by stuffing everything into the closet” routine?
Really? You think she just stuffed everything in there?
Do you want to open the door?
Not anymore, I don’t.
Look, all I’m saying is she may not be finished yet. I don’t think we should put the battleship…. I mean the brain, into full service until we’re sure.
So, what, a couple more weeks?
Yeah, at least. And maybe we should drop off a few more of those big orange trash bags. It might encourage her to clean out the closet.
#200
My Brain – Part I
My Brain – Part II
My Brain – Part III
My Brain – Part IV
Looking inside myself is like
checking the back of my hair.
I need a second mirror to make it
not backwards anymore.
Will you be my second mirror please?
#199